Episodes 20
Avg. Duration 18m
Activity Sporadic
Since Aug 2025
Latest Episode Jan 2026

Publishing Details

Schedule
Weekly
Format
Serial
Consistency
98%
Hosting
audioboom.com

About This Podcast

On August 2nd 2022, I held his hand, the same way I did on our wedding day, when he took his last breath. Exactly one year later, I woke up paralysed, struck by FND.

This is not therapy. It is raw, sacred survival.
A sanctuary for shattered souls, where grief howls, rage prays, and healing is slow and shared.

No platitudes. No pressure to “overcome.”
Just real stories, real scars, and a voice whispering:
“Me too. This still hurts. Let us sit in the holy dark together.”

Welcome to a sanctuary for shattered souls:
Where grief is not fixed, it is honoured.
Where pain is not silenced, it is sung.

Here, we lament loudly, not with advice, but with Psalm-style howls.
We honour wounds that still throb…I am not “healed”; I am healing beside you.
We reclaim broken dates, August 2nd: death → paralysis → resurrection.

Vision & Purpose
This is not therapy, not coaching, not preaching. It is witness-bearing…
It is about:
Public storytelling as communal healing ❤️‍🩹 
Amplifying voices of lament in a world that rushes grief 🗣️
Scars as sacred maps for others in darkness 🗺️ 
Solidarity through testimony, not solutions

Format: 15-30-mins weekly episodes; 3 segments: Story, Scripture, Solidarity 

I will be starting solo not because my voice is enough, but because His voice in my suffering is the whole point…

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Recent Episodes

S3E6 S3 Ep6: Final Solo Episode: A Culmination, Not a Conclusion

Jan 10, 2026 7m

A Fond Farewell to Solo Stories: Closing This Chapter, Not the BookIn this special and significant episode, I bring the solo storytelling journey of I Feel Your Pain to a close. After three seasons…

S3E5 S3 Ep5: Forgiveness: Releasing the people who did not show up

Jan 03, 2026 26m

Forgiveness can feel impossible when the wound comes with a laugh. This episode confronts the deepest cut: betrayal by those closest to you. I share the painful journey of forgiving not just a silent…

S3E4 S3 Ep4: The New Normal: Rebuilding a Life of Meaning

Dec 27, 2025 19m

What happens when "getting back to normal" is no longer possible because the old normal is gone forever? This episode is about the slow, intentional work of building a new life from the ground up,…

S3E3 S3 Ep3: Reparenting Myself: The Fight for My Own Care

Dec 20, 2025 20m

What happens when the path to healing is not offered to you, but has to be forged by you? This episode moves beyond the simple choice to seek therapy, into the raw reality of being told there was…

S3E2 S3 Ep2: Sacred Scars: How Our Wounds Become Our Ministry

Dec 13, 2025 18m

Can the very wounds that  break us become the place from which we serve others? In this episode, I share the “burning bush” moment that transformed my deepest pain into a clear calling, the moment I…

S3E1 S3 Ep1: The First Thread of Light: Recognising Resilience

Dec 06, 2025 18m

Season 3: The Turning-Integration, Purpose and Peace  This season focuses on the gradual shift from surviving to integrating grief, finding purpose in the pain, and defining a new kind of…

S2E5 S2 Ep5: Where Was My Church? Spiritual Community in Crisis

Nov 29, 2025 21m

In our deepest pain, we often turn to our spiritual family, expecting the hands and feet of Christ to hold us up. But what happens when that community fails to show up, or worse, causes more pain…

S2E4 S2 Ep4: The Wilderness: When Healing Does Not Come

Nov 22, 2025 15m

There is a quiet, lonely space in grief that comes long after the initial shock has faded. It is the wilderness, a place where the expected healing has not arrived, and the timeline you anticipated…

S2E3 S2 Ep3: The Comparison Trap: Your Pain is Valid

Nov 15, 2025 15m

In the landscape of loss, I found myself playing a cruel, silent game: comparing my pain to the pain of others. "Your husband had a stroke, but at least he survived." "You lost your sister, but…

S2E2 S2 Ep2: Angry at God:Lament in the Darkness

Nov 08, 2025 17m

What happens when your rock solid faith meets a reality that doesn't bend to it?  This is the story of my husband’s deep depression after his amputation and the crisis of faith it triggered in us…

S2E1 S2 Ep1: The Body's Rebellion: My Functional Neurological Disorder (FND) Diagnosis

Nov 01, 2025 21m

Season 2: The Wrestling  What happens when the grief you refuse to feel, your body decides to feel for you? In this raw and revealing Season 2 premiere, I share the story of waking up completely…

S1 S1: Thank you for Listening

Oct 25, 2025 4m

I have a quick and exciting announcement for you. Thank you so much for making this first season of I Feel Your Pain a sacred space for all of us. Your messages and support have meant the world to…

S1E7 S1 Ep7: Milestones and Memory: Navigating Triggers

Oct 18, 2025 15m

Holidays and celebrations can sharpen the pain of loss, turning days of joy into profound reminders of absence.  In this episode, we move beyond birthdays to the complex terrain of cultural and…

S1E6 S1 Ep6: My Mother’s Mirror: Grieving the Man Who Reflected Her Soul

Oct 11, 2025 18m

What happens when a person becomes a living, breathing link to a parent you have already lost?Today, we explore the profound and unique grief of losing my uncle, my mother's twin who was more than a…

S1E5 S1 Ep5: Burying My Twin: Secondary Loss & Identity

Oct 04, 2025 18m

What do you grieve when the person who dies is not your child, but felt like your own?  This is the story of a sacred friendship, two boys raised like twins, and an eight-year battle with cancer…

S1E4 S1 Ep4: The Sister-Shaped Hole: Sibling Loss and Shattered Identity

Sep 27, 2025 22m

Sibling loss is often a disenfranchised grief, overlooked by a world that does not understand the unique bond.  Today, we talk about the earth-shattering pain of losing a sister, the keeper of your…

S1E3 S1 Ep3: Amputated Dreams: The Marriage Crucible

Sep 20, 2025 24m

What happens when "for better or worse, in sickness and in health" becomes your devastating reality? Today, we enter the fire of a marriage tested by catastrophic illness, countless surgeries, and…

S1E2 S1 Ep2: Womb Darkness: Miscarriages and a Fall of Grace

Sep 13, 2025 18m

On what should be a day of pure celebration, we hold space for a more complex truth. This special episode, recorded on my daughter's 18th birthday, journeys back through the "womb darkness" of…

S1E1 S1 Ep1: Holy and Horror-When pain piles up

Sep 06, 2025 15m

The 2nd of August

S1 S1: Introduction

Aug 31, 2025 6m

Introducing the Purpose and Vision of I Feel Your Pain Podcast

Frequently Asked Questions

How many episodes does I feel your pain have?

I feel your pain has published 20 episodes since August 2025, covering topics in Christianity, Religion & Spirituality.

Is I feel your pain still active?

I feel your pain is currently sporadic with new episodes weekly. Average episode length is 18m.

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