i taste like magic

this is not a teaching podcast.

there are no meditation prompts here. no deck pulls. no five steps to anything. just a woman living her life --- out loud, unpolished, in real time.

i taste like magic is the diary podcast of courtney crosslin, known as sisi in brasil --- psychic, catalyst, multipotentialite, now living in bahia, brazil. for over two decades, across different names and different seasons --- haveawonderful, the porch, vanguard mystery school --- the philosophy has stayed exactly the same: we are the tools. your intuition. your body. your attention. your choice. the mystical isn't in the deck. it's in you.

this podcast is the evidence phase. the part where the teaching becomes the living.

sisi isn't here to tell you how to be spiritual. she's here to show you what it looks like to actually be it --- on a tuesday afternoon in bahia, on a hard day, on a gorgeous inexplicable day when everything lands exactly right.

episodes are short. personal. real. they're diary entries that happen to be audio. some are five minutes. some are longer. all of them are honest.

the name comes from a real moment. a neon sign in a restaurant in daytona beach, florida. the synchronicity and serendipity that led her there was the kind of thing you can't manufacture or teach --- it just arrives when you've already become the thing you were looking for. the story is in one of the first episodes. it's worth hearing.

if you found your way here through the porch, or vanguard mystery school, or the old haveawonderful era --- welcome back. the philosophy hasn't changed. only the address.

if you're new --- welcome. you found this for a reason.

i taste like magic.

new episodes drop regularly. find more at itastelikemagic.com.