Podcast Intelligence Profile

Against My Will (Grow TF Up)

buffbaby88

English United States Education Self-Improvement

· Publishes monthly

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Episodes

In catalog

Apple Rating

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Cadence

Monthly

~every 25 days

Avg Length

16m

Per episode

Latest

Jun 04, 2026

Active

About the Show

I'm Jeynelle, also known as Buffbaby88. You probably've heard of me, probably haven't. But in my own circle, I'm known to change my mind at least 5 times in 30 minutes. And yes, I'm at quarter life and I AM HAVING A CRISIS. This is a podcast about navigating the emotionally chaotic self (which you'll probably relate to) while being ambitious, emotionally dramatic and self-aware all whilst figuring it out - Against My Will! I don’t have it all together. And honestly, neither do you. But that’s the point. If life feels messy, confusing, overwhelming, or chaotic — you’re not alone.

Production & Distribution

Active Since

Feb 21, 2026

Consistency

54%

Format

Episodic

Hosting

anchor.fm

Recent Episodes

S1E8 dealing w insecurities ( i wish i was prettier )

Jun 04, 2026 15m

This week's podcast is all about insecurities — the quiet little voices that make us question our worth, overthink situations, and sometimes sabotage perfectly good things.If you've ever spiralled…

S1E7 outgrowing rs & learning to let go (i try to)

May 03, 2026 16m

tough phase, but necessary. here's my take on learning to grasp the concept of outgrowing relationships. and I hope this doesn't make you so alone because hey, everyone goes through it honestly. LETS…

S1E6 learning to decenter men (i mean romance lol )

Apr 10, 2026 13m

i love love…but maybe a bit too much to the point where i forgot about myselfso yea, we’re decentering love for a bit. for now. LETS CONNECT:@againstmywillpod on IG@buffbaby88 on my personal and…

maybe being alone isn't so bad afterall

Apr 03, 2026 18m

as someone that used to date a lot, I have now actively chose not to - at least till I feel more ready . been learning to face myself . and honestly it’s so uncomfortable… but necessaryLETS…

S1E4 stop playing emotional games!!!! (in a rs)

Mar 19, 2026 16m

Emotional games are so commonly normalised, but at what point should we stop before we ruin authentic connections? Because does showing up inauthentically actually mean that we are able to find our…

S1E3 social media dating advices SUCK!!!

Mar 04, 2026 15m

Take it with a pinch of salt but I really hate how we show up for love because of what social media says. Social media determines what's right what's wrong and I'm tired of that because it really…

S1E2 i hate that i don't trust myself

Feb 27, 2026 18m

I'm some girl you probably "know" from the internet and yet this is another unprofessional advice pep talk to myself (which you might relate) about self-trust, spiralling less, and rewiring my…

S1E1 communication is f hard

Feb 21, 2026 15m

On the first episode, I would like to share the biggest thing I struggle with - COMMUNICATION. it's something so simple that we seem to be able to, but in reality are we really communicating? let's…